sorry for neglecting the blog so much
hehehehe, been very busy for at least a year..
there’ll be some changes in terms of everything coz i’m moving this blog somewhere else…

kay then, see u

sorry that it has taken so LONG for me to have written anything in the blog,, even thou not much people pass thru this blog anyway.. just back from vacation and LOVIN’ euro 08. 22 hot sweatin’ boys running around the field. what is there not to love about it?? my fave player are kaka from ac milan, torres from liverpool, casillas from real madrid and cristiano ronaldo from manchester united. what r urs?? and NO, i never EVER liked david beckham that metrosexual married to posh spice? i’d rather NOT YO !!! totally waitin’ for 2010 world cup in south africa… hehehehe…

by the way, alice gakuen’s arc is definitely interesting to follow.. i’m following it with also vampire knight,…

damn it, i’m still in writer’s block for the story.. catch u later

dear god
it’s me. i really wanted to ask u god. where are u? why do u let humans suffer? can’t u tell me why? i’m scared god. i am a sinner. scared out of the wits of my future. i don’t know if i can make it god. god, please help me. u are the almighty one. u know what the future holds me. please help me. father who art in heaven, u are my one and only god. u have ur reasons why humans including me must suffer. i believe in u god. help me god to understand ur plans.and help me bring a bit of ur peace to earth.

from me who art on earth in front of laptop who’s trying to study for tomorrow’s exam but can’t bring herself coz i am hurt.

ps. god… please give me a good score for uan
pps. also for all the school exams & projects
ppps. and please give me a good friend who will help me and i can confide in. AMEN

have you ever wondered if the world was at peace? there would be no jealousy, no hatred, no evil in this world. where no one gets hurt, no one feels sad, no one is poor, no one is discriminated. imagine there is nothing to envy, imagine if there is no possesion, imagine that death never comes, imagine all people living their lives at peace. imagine someday the world had no war, no threats, no evil and imagine if people don’t go hungry any more. LOOK AT THE WORLD AROUND U!!!

have u ever felt hurt? felt jealousy? felt hatred? felt pride? felt greed? have u ever felt that god have leaved u so far away that u feel that it is hard to believe in him? i did. i had thought of suicides. i thought god has leaved me so far way that i can’t feel his love. but trust in god. when one person comes into many obstacles, that must mean that GOD LOVES THEM !!! cause GOD said this:

But God knows the way that I take, and when He tested me. I will come out like gold (Job 23:10).

so believe in GOD. don’t go down the path i took. yes, i’m still heartbroken, i’m still hurt. but i know god is up there for me, somewhere looking down. HE actually gave the obstacles for us to overcome and triumph in the end. so don’t disappoint him. please don’t think about suicides cause i know u can make it in the end. believe in urself, believe in GOD, believe that the sun will come out, and if the sun doesn’t, well keep waiting. because in all of this crazy world, GOD has a plan for this. 

sorry that it’s so sappy, religious & sentimental… i just need to get this off my chest.. BADLY

TODAY’S TOP 10 songs on my playlist:

1. take a bow- rihanna
2. always be my baby- david cook
3. the call-regina spektor
4. Violin Sonata No.1 in G major, Op.78 – 1.Vivace ma non troppo- brahms
5. ghost of you- my chemical romance
6. leavin’-jesse mccartney
7. she says- howie day
8. when you look me in the eyes- jonas brothers
9. crescendo (tsukimori to tsuchiura version)- stella quintet
10. vulnerable- secondhand serenade

top 10 ANIME of ALL TIME !!!

1. la corda d’oro primo passo
2. digimon tamers
3. fushigi yuugi (curious play)
4. digimon adventure 1 & 2
5. bleach
6. naruto
7. slam dunk
8. samurai x
9. fantastic children
10. law of ueki

top 10 MANGA of all time:

1. vampire knight
2. kitchen princess
3. gakuen alice
4. la corda d’oro
5. prince of tennis
6. naruto
7. prince of tennis
8. tsubasa reservoir chronicles
9. detective conan
10. deathnote

TOP 10 of novels:

1. twilight series
2. the it girl series
3. pride & prejudice
4. narnia series
5. harry potter series
6. mated, dates series
7. private series (yes… i love novel series)
8. the mediator series
9. all american girl (meg cabot)
10. for dummies !!! series

top 10 TV SERIES of ALL TIME:

1. digimon tamers
2. gossip girl
3. amazing race
4. grey’s anatomy
5. ned’s declassified school survival guide
6. hannah montana
7. anything funny on starworld mondays
8. are you smarter than a 5th grader?
9. mtv sweet 16
10. soccer matches (btw, manchester united had just won against chelsea !!!!! yeaaah !!!!!)

top 10 MUVEES of all time:

1. narnia: prince caspian
2. narnia: the lion, the witch and the wardrobe
3. harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban
4. bourne ultimatum
5. juno
6. breakfast at tiffany’s
7. la vie en rose
8. casino royale ( i LOVE vesper lynd)
9. ratatouille
10. lilo & stitch

top 10 FASHION BRANDS of all time:

1. chanel
2. zac posen
3. marc jacobs
4. tommy hilfilger
5. zara
6. mango
7. gucci
8. prada
9. louis vuitton
10. j crew

and all that juicy stuff…anyway that’s all 4 now

i just finished a marathon of gossip girl’s episode. i’m just at episode 17, haven’t watched yet episode 18 yet but i’m sure it’ll be fun cause it’s lily’s and bart’s wedding !!! wonder what eventually happens with georgina and dan??? that’ll also be VERY INTERESTING…..

other than that, i’ll be waitin for today’s result show on american idol !!! david cook is so nervous that he seems so tense…poor guy… especially on the last song,,, dude you can tell that he was WAY freaked out. i am almost sure that archuleta’s a winner !!! yeeee haaaa !!!! huhuhu !!!! i wished i was there in the studio !!! he is so cool especially on the last song ‘imagine’… so HOT !!! here’s the lyrics:

Imagine there’s no Heaven
It’s easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there’s no countries
It isn’t hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I’m a dreamer
But I’m not the only one
I hope someday you’ll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I’m a dreamer
But I’m not the only one
I hope someday you’ll join us
And the world will live as one

one more additional thing,, i just wished that michelle trachtenberg will play georgina sparks again in the next season. it was so fun seeing someone evil for a change in gossip girl. hihihihi !!!! but according to the associated press DAVID COOK IS THE AMERICAN IDOL WINNER !!! oouuuch !!! but i think they both i believe deserve to win… both were great in their own ways and whoever the winner is, the records of both are still going to be heavily loved !!! hehehehe !!!! btw, i am so going to watch the jonas brothers singin’ on the american idol….  here is the link:

http://ap.google.com/article/ALeqM5iwXD4BoO2HF6nbttn2FU7Cw_ZtowD90QFTB02

you know i love you (NOT)

can’t blame me, i’m not gossip girl *smiles*

here is the vampire knight pics that i promised !!!! DO NOT COPY, USE OR REDISTRIBUTE W/O CREDITS !!!!

it took only half an hour. i was bored waitin for my printing to finish so i made this… credits to matsuri hino and vampire knight. i edit this pic using photoshop cs3. just use a few brushes and use variations in the colouring adjustment. enjoy !!!!!

i just found out the credit song 4 prince caspian. it’s called “the call” by regina spektor. here is the lyrics:

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
‘Til it was a battle cry

I’ll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything’s changing
Doesn’t mean it’s never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You’ll come back
When it’s over
No need to say good bye

Now we’re back to the beginning
It’s just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can’t feel it too
Doesn’t mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
‘Til they’re before your eyes

You’ll come back
When it’s over
No need to say good bye

it’s a very sweet simple little song and i really really love it !!! it really describes the whole story of the movie and depicts prince caspian’s theme very well… the ending was PERFECT !!! sad, true, but in any way as said by Aslan, they came to narnia to learn what they needed and to live in the other world as the have lived in narnia. actually, to be honest, i read narnia at 1st becoz i was forced to by my school reading program but now i’ve grown to really love it. i’m sure most kids have loved it as well.  here is a link to mediafire if u wanna download it

http://www.mediafire.com/?d3xetxnt1nk

see you !!!!

ps. if the prince caspian dvd comes out …. i am SO GOING TO BUY IT & PUT IT IN MY IPOD

pps. and btw, harry potter & the half-blood prince is released on 27 november 08… twilight is on 12 december 08

hey everyone. have you ever wish you have someone else’s life? i did today. after i did my p.e. test, only 6 people passed in the whole year level. i was so exhausted i got real dizzy and i forced myself to play basketball anyway and i fell flat on the court. my right knee is so hurting !!!

i wondered what does it feel to be a vampire? there is something about about the lust for blood that turns me on.

anyway, i already post this on deviantart but anyway i wanna show my collage called memories based on the gakuen alice manga. credits for the manga goes to the Gakuen Alice LJ community… u can post it or use it BUT PLEASE CREDITS !!!!

CREDITS !!! CREDITS!!!

just remember and bear in ming if u wanna use it kay??

ciao